
" I desire for love, but at the same time I am so afraid. I’m afraid of the thought to be in love, to love somebody who does not love you as much as you love that someone, or worst still to love somebody that will eventually hurt you in the end. The foreseen sorrows that will tear you apart, affects you and cause a tremendous amount of pain… What if I can’t endure all of these, yet I longed for the love, that’s so undeniably alluring, to be loved, cared and be in arms. Frightening it is, to think that it’s something so desirable and yet so gravely terrifying. It just can’t stop me from thinking that I’ll live my whole life all alone by myself, for I’m too fragile to even try…" ~ fsfs
still tired,
Abeo
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