On video conversation with "my best friend".
Yeah right
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
(I had forgotten how wonderful it feels to have somebody believe in you).
...but they don't love you back, I hope someone had told me earlier...
and because the answer was no no and no.
***
Channeling my mind's eye through the glass wall is the same commonplace I've seen. All of a sudden desire, will, and all the strength of mind seem to die away. For all that I've put in no less than my entire life, it came to pass too weightless to keep on. I hereby heaved in attempt to revive the significance, but chances are?
I'm starting to see irresponsibilities, from those that were once my role model. I'm starting to see untrustworthiness, from those that were once the closest and dearest. I've come to realisation that everything I once believed in were merely just foolish and naïve thoughts.
There are too much for me to see, to much for me to handle, too dreadful for me to have the thought that you are someone that I will be casting out of my life. Once so close and kin, now all I felt was aversion, towards you, towards the attitude, towards what you have brought me to in this state. A dishearten heart was what you have created, while you don't seem to care. Never understands, never, you never.
...but they don't love you back, I hope someone had told me earlier...
and because the answer was no no and no.
***
Channeling my mind's eye through the glass wall is the same commonplace I've seen. All of a sudden desire, will, and all the strength of mind seem to die away. For all that I've put in no less than my entire life, it came to pass too weightless to keep on. I hereby heaved in attempt to revive the significance, but chances are?
I'm starting to see irresponsibilities, from those that were once my role model. I'm starting to see untrustworthiness, from those that were once the closest and dearest. I've come to realisation that everything I once believed in were merely just foolish and naïve thoughts.
There are too much for me to see, to much for me to handle, too dreadful for me to have the thought that you are someone that I will be casting out of my life. Once so close and kin, now all I felt was aversion, towards you, towards the attitude, towards what you have brought me to in this state. A dishearten heart was what you have created, while you don't seem to care. Never understands, never, you never.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
So you know I won't be buying clothes anymore and I haven't been buying. Oh yay.
Today's inspiration
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Source: maja!
Monday, February 16, 2009
A picture a day or some day:
I think this picture looks really good, so I'm going to share it with you people!
Photo: by me
Friday, February 13, 2009
DAY: BRIGHT; SKY: CLEAR
Many people will not stay at home today being that today is Valentine's Day. I, however have celebrated it a day earlier with my girlfriends so I've planned that I will be staying at home alone to enjoy my free time with myself. In the meantime I'll be resizing a lot of pictures that I've not uploaded yet.
Happy Valentine's everyone.
In preoccupied mood,
Abeo
Happy Valentine's everyone.
In preoccupied mood,
Abeo
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
DAY: SUNNY; SKY: HAZY
Just how often do you come across out of ordinary minds whom have chosen a path that leads them to somewhere elses far away? That the usual you and I don't have knowledge of.
Plainly put, perhaps they have just come into conclusion that this is nothing a place to be for them. They don't belong here, they need a place, another commonplace that they can call it their place, with people that's just as "common" as them, for them. Or simply that they've just had enough.
In a baffled thinking mood,
Abeo
Plainly put, perhaps they have just come into conclusion that this is nothing a place to be for them. They don't belong here, they need a place, another commonplace that they can call it their place, with people that's just as "common" as them, for them. Or simply that they've just had enough.
In a baffled thinking mood,
Abeo
Monday, February 9, 2009
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Buy only what you need, use only what is necessary.
"...of course, nothing will happened to our planet earth, only that we human will suffer. Why? Because earth has long been known for it's presence in the universe for over perhaps a trillion years. It will not just get "sick" or "vanish" just because we've used up on it's natural resources. Our planet earth will still be here, on the vast universe. Whereas on the contrary, the ones that are at great dangers are us. Because after all our natural resources are used up, after global warming reaches it's level of topmost capacity, you, me and everyone else will die. Perhaps only then people will start on thinking well, maybe we should stop the never ending development of our land and never ending production on commodities..."
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Very random a.k.a You do not have to read
Just a collective post on what I did today plus some thoughts as well.
I've never actually realised the whole indie thing has grown to such a major phenomenon around the GLOBE since I don't know when to state when. For the whole day today, to be specific, I roughly downloaded almost more than what my fingers can count no. of songs. Weirdly I felt so contented. Music do really are for life. Surely.
And please do not mistaken me for a being who's living a mountain cave life, in simple words I DO have a very HIGH-TECH life. I use computer everyday. And I use them together with the ingenious devices that came along with the this and that applications that you'll know and I know you'll know.
So in English today has been a SUNDAY. Indeed a sunday you used to call. Did what I have to do and plans for tomorrow.
...
Well not that I have finished rambling. I have no intention of ending it here.
Just something I hope to tell myself and rememebr them, getallthefashionshootsprocessedandprintouthtefamilyphotosforgranddad. Continuetoworkhardandmakewhateverthatissupposedtohappenhappen.
Readmorereadmoreandstillreadevenmore.
People. DO NO GIVE UP. That's all I will say for now.
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I've never actually realised the whole indie thing has grown to such a major phenomenon around the GLOBE since I don't know when to state when. For the whole day today, to be specific, I roughly downloaded almost more than what my fingers can count no. of songs. Weirdly I felt so contented. Music do really are for life. Surely.
And please do not mistaken me for a being who's living a mountain cave life, in simple words I DO have a very HIGH-TECH life. I use computer everyday. And I use them together with the ingenious devices that came along with the this and that applications that you'll know and I know you'll know.
So in English today has been a SUNDAY. Indeed a sunday you used to call. Did what I have to do and plans for tomorrow.
...
Well not that I have finished rambling. I have no intention of ending it here.
Just something I hope to tell myself and rememebr them, getallthefashionshootsprocessedandprintouthtefamilyphotosforgranddad. Continuetoworkhardandmakewhateverthatissupposedtohappenhappen.
Readmorereadmoreandstillreadevenmore.
People. DO NO GIVE UP. That's all I will say for now.
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