I probably think it's time, or I do not know...
How often I'd thought I've better myself as a person when I finally grasped the idea of compromising, take a leap back and everything continues. Yet now I think I have not.
Many times I wonder, if I'm really wasting my time or what I am doing now will eventually lead me to somewhere, where? I don't know.
First week into my job it was all excitment. Awesome company, great environment and flavourable benefits. The second and third came down hill. I ponder, thought perhaps its not what I wanted, or, it's not the right choice. I did something wrong. I was too implusive.
Then I started to look back, heaved. Realised my mistakes.
Should it be my time now to correct what I have missed before? Shall I just carry on with my plans? So much work, so exausted.
Is it worth my life? Is it worth it?
1 comment:
you know, it's always worth fixing your mistakes. even if it doesn't work out or it feels too late, there is always something to be learnt from doing it. even if you have to do it over and over again. nothing is worth than just sinking back and stagnating. after all it's your life, and no one else is going to sort it out for you when you start moaning.
this much at least, i have learnt from my own personal fuckups. and if I can't pass on my worldly wisdom for the betterment of the universe, what is it good for?!
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